discussion.

my mothers keeps trying to get me to see a therapist so i can talk about what happened to me.
ummm, no thanks.
if I wanted to I would have suggested doing so.
i know thats part of why i am the way i am, but it doesnt really bother.
i mean im aware that i lost my drive and i dont know when or how it happened but its not this.
i'd love to have it back and im working on it.
but till then it is what it is.