sadness.

i feel sad.
and for some reason i feel wrong for feeling like this.
i wanna cry.
but every time the tears start to form i stop them.
everything is just so royally fucked up right now.

i wish ash could take me to vermont with her for thanksgiving.
but i know thats not possible.
-sigh-.
i dont know what else to write.

-till next time.


edit-i need something to take my mind of stuff.
a movie, a t.v show, anything.