sad.

i am sad like legit all the time.
even when im doing something that makes me happy im sad.
it makes no sense to me.
and right now talking to my cousin mikaela isnt helping.
we're just talking about how much she misses our grandmother(she recently passed).
and how much we miss each other.
i really wish she didnt live in canada.
i may have cost myself my job today if my assistant manager heard when i said "Weed" kind of loud.
im hoping she didnt but i think she did.
im stressed and sad.