dissapointed.

see this is why i cant have a blog.
i get so lethargic with my posting.

but umm i finally got my b-day cake.
ash baked it for me.
she also just informed me her brother ate the ice cream that i bought to eat with the cake.
speaking of her bro, not only is he an asshole but he's also an idiot.
im too lazy/tired to go into what happened.
just know that i saw his g.f and he got scared.
my away message says " you're the type of guy that would tell on yourself and i find it fucking hilarious.
i only say this cuz his actions lead me to assume so.
but thats enuff of him.


by telling my best friend i got my bday cake.
i managed to ruin a surprise my boys had for me.
and i've been real bummed abt that lately.
for the past 2 yrs i've done something with my boys for my bday.
and i was looking forward to it for this yr but apparently it wont happen.
my mood lately has just been real ehhh in general.

my mom is going on vaca on wednesday.
and i'm still deciding on staying home alone.
i really want to but there's like 2 fucking rapists loose in my area.
so im like a lil scared abt being alone.


but on a lighter note: joe =].