fall.

happy novemeber.
im currently sitting here with my girls; milly, tara and fay.
we're legit just sitting here doing nothing.
just taking in this time together.
its my baby millys birthday.
we had a little surprise party for her, she loved it.
but of course my mind is so many other places.
like heading back to queens.
i DO NOT want to go home, i hate being home.
im always so sad when im there.
and its even worse no that my mom is home for a month on recovery.
i wish i had a boyfriend who lived close to me so i could just be at his house all the time.
or wish the current guy interested in me wasnt such a straight up idiot and actually got it.
tooo bad navy boy is also MIA once again, after he promised that wouldnt happen.
but what else is new, my luck with guys is a fail.